I have to admit it.
I am jealous.
Not just a little jealous. I'm talking about unbearable jealousy.
I have followed so many people's adoption journeys online. There is not one person who started this process the same time as me that hasn't had their kids home for months now. Months.
I'm glad their kids don't have to wait. I'm glad they have families. I'm glad they are finally home.
But what about my kids? They have lived in the orphanage for 5 years now. Almost a year and a half of that time I have been fighting to get them home.
I am tired. I ache for my children. I'm sick of being happy for everybody else. I want to bring my children home.
So there you have it. Pure, undiluted jealousy.