Over the weekend some friends asked my husband, daughter and I to come to their pool. It's a weekly thing. We all (about 7 couples) get together and just hang out with the kids at the pool. But this weekend- I wasn't interested.
I haven't even wanted to hang out with the extended family lately.
I try to escape church before I see one of our friends after the service.
I avoid making new friends.
Truthfully- I'm afraid someone will ask about our adoption. How is it going? And I don't want to have to answer.
I'm tired of saying "I don't know." Or "We're still working on it." Or "It's just going very slow"....
I'm tired of explaining where we are in the process, and why it hasn't changed.
I'm in hiding.
Praying that something will happen. Soon.